Dear Diary,

These past few days..
I HAVE BEEN SMILING TO MY PHONE
SMILING TO MYSELF

HAHA
cause people sms me all sort of things and its funny!

I don't really care if people look at me all weird.
I'm relatively happy :D

Heh.
BUT JUST NOW I WAS DAMN LATE
AND
i friggin cried cause my family is kinda useless!

I woke up at 730 when class starts at 9
and 730 is the time im supposed to go out. -.-

today was the fastest i got ready.
like chiong giler.

okay im supposed to do school work.
ciao.

Dear Diary,

Still feeling i dunno what.
But definately much better.

Yay! I bought jeans and shoes :D
But I feel guilty cause I have been spending a lot.
Due to shopping on friday morning..
I was late meeting Fadhil to school.

Wah then scold scold (BABI!)
But who end up being late for class?
ME NOT HIM LA! BLADI HELL ( okay fine its my fault.)

I have French on Friday evenings from 6-8 :D
kaay the :D is not appropriate.
But I'm happy cause I have French. :D

Okay so then..
Saturday was awesome possome. It was the chiz la.

School in the morning with Khai.
We laughed alot. Basically I was high cause I didn't have enough sleep.
Then gedebak gedebuk.
Home and rushed the packing.

Off to Raffles Place and checked into Fullerton.
WOOHOO!

My sister took a shower and met her friends.
I was alone in the room la and had a soak in the tub:D
Relaxing and fun with the bubbles and all.

Soon mihah and mya came and the camera started snapping away,
while the music was on and such.

FF
.................
Surprised Radhiyah with a cake
Off to Marina Sq Swensens for dinner :)
Back to the hotel where like everyone was there.
Hung out for a bit then the rest went home.

Left Me, Sistels, Mihah and Mya.
I was very gatal and wanted to still go out.
So me and mihah went to buy stuff from
SELEVEN (HAH!)

Then sadly Mya wanted to go home cause she was sick.

AND NO BLOODY PERSON COULD ACTUALLY COME DOWN TO CLARKE QUAY
TO ENTERTAIN ME AND MIHAH LA!
BLOODY HELL!

Okay but we had fun. With all the cheering for the goals.
and the usual Pis and Cip talk.
HAH! (omg reminds me I miss Uzair! okay I Miss ALL OF MY FRIENDS!)

Okay got back and slept at 3! (wahlau I have madrasah the next morning okay!)
Woke up at 8.
I left fullerton at 9 (when madrasah starts at 9 -.-)
HAHA.

I had fun :D

Sunday after madrasah wahhhh fucking sleepy the whole day la.
But went to Illuma to catch 17 Again
(it was actually GOOD! and zac's acting was good! and what made it better was that
a cutie/hottie was sitting beside me. heh)

And i bought shades:D:D:D
wootswoots.
OKAY ITS LIKE 1 AM AND IM FRIGGIN SLEEPY.
AND I STILL HAVEN DECIDE ON WHAT TO WEAR
AND THERE ARE A PILE OF CLOTHES FROM THE WASH ON MY BED
AND I HAVEN FOLD THEM!
AAAHHHH!!

(The only downside to my weekend was that : I didn't have enough sleep, no body came for
my midnight getaway, I had to pay bloody 9.50 for the movie ( I hate watching on the weekends) and it was hot! )

BUT I HAD AN AWESOME TIME :D
YAY!

okay school.
okay bye.

Dear Diary,

I feel _________.
A lot of mixed emotions.

Many things have happened I guess.

Happy cause my classmates are sorta an awesome bunch.
But I'm always those kind who don't really like to hurt people
so I don't exactly joke like REALLY JOKE like how I used to.

Then when i remember bout how I used to joke..
I start missing my friends.
So sad.

So many things to complain about NP.
Wake up early at 630.
Out by 730.
sucks man.

And there are friggin mountains at my school la! (haha actually hill ah)
Its soo tiring going up there.

And something else happened which I dont wish to talk about.
And I feel sad about it.

I hope the weekend will be awesome.
Praying hard. Having a staycation :D
Shopping for some stuff tomorrow maybe (another happy thing)
But I'm still sad.

You never know when you lose a friend. Have I lost you?
______________________________________
A poem I wrote (okay its not that good -.-)

To act like you don't care
When deep down you do.
To know that that someone doesn't like you.
You try to forget but you just can't seem to let go.
Soon enough you will and you know.

Cause time heals all wounds.

Ooo'kek.
Goodnight.

Dear Diary,

School was supposed to start at 9
but got an text saying it was canGcelled (haha!)

So I slept at 3 am and woke at 1040++
And I was happy cause I got recharged.
I was almost late for class.

1. I went out 5 mins late
2. The bus was so slow. Like every bustop had a passenger alighting/boarding
3. I couldn't find the class.

Hee So after class..
I went called Khairul and he said his classes ended at 5
which was an hour later and I wanted to sign up for CCA with him
but I had to wait.
So I did.

Aaahh but this is where it got better.

I was walking out of School of Humans building
and was looking blurr and didn't know where to go
( cause I still dunno where the hang out places are)

and JENGJENGJENG
I see Atiqah!
WOOH!
I screamed la what else. I was damn shocked man.
Then I touched her to make sure I wasn't hallucinating.

HAHAHAH
She knew the school better than me okay! And its her first time ever there -.-
HAHA.

So we roamed around the convention centre where there was CCA fiesta
and then we talked at some place (which atiqah told me about -.-)

GedebakGedebuk..
Khai and me joined Inline Skating (LOL)

Its like there is a trial and for the first 4 wks
so then if you really like it then you buy your own skates.

Okay I'm beat.
Goodnight.

Dear Diary,

School was okay I guess.
I know most of my classmates names.
But they are all so confusing.
Its like half of them have names starting with Sha/Shi/Che
OR something like that.

Class ended at 1 and I went to roam around for a while.
All alone :(
I haven't exactly made friends.
But I guess its okay cause it is only the first day of school.

So I was sooooo bored on the way home
But soon I got the company from sms-es from Ambs,Roshan,Haggar(haha!),Handal(haha!),Nadiah and Atiqah.
I swear I wanted to just LAUGH OUT LOUD.
And I think people think that I'm weird cause
I was smiling to myself.

Yesterday Night also was funny chatting with ppl like
Jimmy,Khairul,Fadhil (wth dress sexy)
I friggin slept at 1.11
partly cause I could'nt sleep and Jimmy was telling me bout Ice-cream cake! HAHAHA!


Okay this is what I hope to acheieve:

Have Fun during these three years in poly.
To not regret any decisions.
To make more wonderful friends
To study very hard
To get good results
To hopefully get into a good Uni/College
To make wonderful memories not only for school but for life for me to carry on
to tell my grandchildren about (cheyy)

Okay.
Wishin' all of you the best of luck for your future endervours.
Don't forget me ah!

Tell me the truth.
Do I annoy you?
Do I repulse you?
Do I make you feel like omgg why is she talking to me?

Dear Diary,

My oh my.
I'm glad that Matt was saved.

I stayed home all day thursday.
( Say WHAAAAAAAATT!?!?!?!??!?!)

Okay Friday went to meet
: Fadhil and friend (faisal?)
Okay then friend went back.
Mihah and Mya joined.

Woohh then we karaoke-d at grandlink
for like an hour -.-
hahaha.

Off to the hospital to visit a relative.
and then decided to sleep over byy's ( hahah) house.

Oh and I was like damn lethargic or something.
like i really wanted to be out.
But oh well its okay.

ITS LIKE LAST WEEK OF HOLIDAYS!

okay so.
Next day (i.e today/just now/ alah senang kan Friday -.-)
woke up like damn early when we slept late.

Okay Arab St.
Helped out a little. (more like buat sibuk)
Pizza Hut delivery :D
Marina Square Starbucks.
Dinner @ Foodcourt.

Fadhil punyer beylo pukul 9 baru bilang nak datang -.-
He said he took taxi but pay only $10 (wth should be at least $13)
When in fact he drove -.-

Okay gedebak gedebuk laugh here laugh there.
Home sweet home. ( It was a scary ride 1- I was scared that ppl see
2- Speeding nak mampos. )

Okay i just got my last warning from bro.
babi.
goodnight

Dear Diary,

I feel quite talkative today.
But I can't put my words in proper sentences cause I'm thinking too much.
But I am still stupid.

For Twilight Readers :

Have you ever wondered if Bella gets her period?
HAHAH.
LIKE EDWARD CONFIRM CAN SMELL RIGHT?

see I'm thinking too much.

Okay and oreintation was
dotsdotsdots

I made only like ONE friend.
How pathetic.
But its okay.
But she's not from the same course.

-.-

And I was at Orchard Rd, Plaza Singapura all alone
carrying the stupidly heavy laptop.

And Omar and Mummy fetched me :D
and off to SimLim to get my laptop sleeve.
Awesomeness!

Have I mentioned that I REALLY WANT TO DRIVE?
I think those who know me well are going crazy hearing me say it
OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER ( okay tired)

I had Spageddies for dinner :)

American Idol Talk :

Allison - Good.
Anoop - was the chiz
Adam - Boleh tahan
Kris - Nice but a little bit forgetable ( shit!)
Danny - Nice but he is so been there done that a little
Matt - I agree with the judges the song itself is already awesome he should not have changed it too much.
Lil Rounds - Okay only.

Okay I got nothing more to say (yet)

I'll be the hunter, but boy, you better pray
'Cause when I want ya, I'll get you anyway

Dear Diary,

I hate myself.
Uggghhhh
Really.

Anyways
Sleepover was fun and ___________.
I dont even know what to say.

I really hate myself.

Orientation is tomorrow.
I don't even know what to wear and what time it ends.
I hope not too long cause I want to go to town.
Ugggghhhh

I HATE ME!

Dear Diary,

Apparently I made a new friend.
Let see how this works out.

Later.

Dear Diary,

The Arab Youth BBQ nite was fun (toothy smile)
Many good looking people (grin from ear to ear)
me included. (cheyyyyy)

I don't know if its just me..
but I'm a little pissed that there is like ANOTHER mall
at Tampines.

Like we don't have enough visitors during the weekend.
Seriously.

So went to the newly open Tampines One to check it out.
Its like we almost brought in Orchard Rd to Tampines.

Every friggin shop is there.
-.-

Tried out the frozen youghurt shop : Frolick (?)
It was the chiz man.

But in the end me and sistels still buy stuff from where??!!
TAMPINES MALL AND CENTURY SQUARE. (see see!)

Some rubber bands, hairclips, rings,shampoo and face shop stuff.
Woots :D

Home and we cooked Mac&Cheese.
Yummee.

Later suckaassss

Dear Diary,

I need new contact lenses and I want new shades :(
So I tried out the Ray-Ban virtual mirror
and it was fun.

Here are some of the pictures :




hahaa!

Is it just me or this blog's dead?
Oh pishposh.
Doesn't matter anyways.

AhBeng says : Goodnight Goodnight you think what? shopping centre is it?!
Others: Sorry.

Dear Diary,

I DONT WANT TO READ BREAKING DAWN
I DONT WANT TWILIGHT TO END
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
IF I FINISH BREAKING DAWN
IT MEANS I HAVE TO GIVE IT BACK TO SOL
AND I DONT WANT TO GIVE IT BACK.

:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Sol! your not getting back your books tau :P

Dear Diary,

The BBQ was awesome.
Tiring though.
But I had fun indeed.

To those who came..
Thank You
Hope you had good fun and good food :D

I'm bored.
And my school supplies are soo not bought!

Dear Diary,

I can't believe I'm gonna say this
but
Adam was good. Almost awesome.

His hair was nice.
He looked really cute and handsome.

I think its partly cause he wasn't shouting and all those weird high notes were not
part of the song.
Except when it was.. it worked.

Kris was not as awesome as last week
but I still love him.

And Matt was the chiz man.

I like Allison's performance today cause she rocked it out
not too much. Just nice.

Danny,Anoop was good but others were better.

Scott and Lil was okay only.

This season really has a lot of talents.
Like almost all of them deserve to win.

Wooh I feel high.

Dear Diary,

I feel very reserved these few days.
Im still not recovered
Went to the docs yesterday and apparently I have gastric.

WHICH SUCKS.

I was feeling awful on Friday
A little better on Saturday
Better on Sunday
Fine on Monday

And BAM! Tuesday it strikes again
(ahhaha I dunno why I'm laughing maybe its the BAM!)

On Monday I was feeling fine I even went out
with Ambs,Meyja (hahaha),Tijah,Timun,Syida,Handal,Handsome(okay lets call him curly or Babi lambat nak mampos)

I was late (as usual)
But I wake up damn early.
Cause I sleep early.

Off to Botanic Gardens
But BAM! It rained ( okay gotta stop it with the BAM!)

Ate at the side like budak kesian
while Handal played the guitar
Tijah and me imagined if someone gave him money
cause all of us have food except for him.
ahhahahaha

Made our way to Esplanade
We took off our shoes!!!! and walked on the flooded bustop!
I went into the bus without slippers!!!

At Esplanade and it was hot.
Hot complain. Rain complain.
Tsktsktsk

Hung out,played games,took pictures.
I certainly had fun.

Okay bbq is like tomorrow!
I hope I feel better.
And whatthahell am I supposed to eat!!!??!!??!?!

jdfnsldhflslkfjdkfsd

12 days till school starts!
ZOMG!

And I don't think I'm ready for school
metally,physically and supplies ( do i make sense? yes)

I think I got French classes!
Yay!

See you guys at the bbq!

Dear Diary,

Friday ended to be dmfnsdjlhfsjkd
Vomited 5 times @ 9-10pm.
Once more in the car 11-1.

Slept at the sofa
Again @ 2am.
Another time at 4am

I didn't know it would be tiring.

Woke up Saturday morning
had half boiled eggs and vomited it out
as soon as it went in.

I have never vomit so much in my entire life!

And now to top it off I had diarrhoea.
I'm feeling so much better but me thinks ( haha wildchild)
not still fully recovered.

DAMN.

Okay I'm off.
Oh! I got fooled on April's fool
and I didn't even know it.
Thanks AMIRUL!
hahahaha
and I managed to fool Roshan but Faiz didn't fall for it.
Dangflabbjsdhfjhfs.

Gooodnighttt

Dear Diary,

Uggh meeting at i dunno what time.
Movie at 340
and i haven even iron my clothes -.-

*transforms into speedy gonzalez*

Dear Diary,

So many things
So little time.

I'm starting to LOVE KRIS ALLEN :D
(Ain't no sunshine was like the chiz man!)
and I still hate Adam :P

Ciao.